Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Friday, April 23, 2010

Modulating clouds
and exploding stars
is only our human
naivety of a system
that governs all of reality.

Life is a systematic,
love is a consequence
of exploding stars and
eighteen elements.

We're all elemental
my love is elemental
beauty is only human.

Of course we're beautiful
and for the same reason are
all ugly.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I would of never guessed I could feel the feeling of
longing again.
I thought I had killed my heart, suffocated my desire of love.
I was wrong, it returned with a kiss.
A kiss, A bite, A wound, A lovely wound.
Something beautiful and frightening.
I doubt myself at times, but I defeat it.
I get thoughts of failure, skepticism and little horrors,
but I realize it is only a result of experience and this
is something new.

Something new and powerful.
Maybe I just fear the magnitude of the possibilities.
Or that this is all an illusion.
Or maybe I fear having feelings this strong.
I am failing to be my usual catatonic self.

I prefer to be alone, or at least I thought so.
I almost certain I now prefer to be with you.