Modulating clouds
and exploding stars
Chaos
is only our human
naivety of a system
that governs all of reality.

Life is a systematic,
love is a consequence
of exploding stars and
eighteen elements.

We're all elemental
my love is elemental
beauty is only human.

Of course we're beautiful
and for the same reason are
all ugly.

I would of never guessed I could feel the feeling of
longing again.
I thought I had killed my heart, suffocated my desire of love.
I was wrong, it returned with a kiss.
A kiss, A bite, A wound, A lovely wound.
Something beautiful and frightening.
I doubt myself at times, but I defeat it.
I get thoughts of failure, skepticism and little horrors,
but I realize it is only a result of experience and this
is something new.

Something new and powerful.
Maybe I just fear the magnitude of the possibilities.
Or that this is all an illusion.
Or maybe I fear having feelings this strong.
I am failing to be my usual catatonic self.

I prefer to be alone, or at least I thought so.
I almost certain I now prefer to be with you.