It's funny how we all wish we were with some one.
Or at least I think it is that way.
Sometimes I liked to be kissed on the cheek to know I'm kissable.
I know it is all a trick, but I can't help but see love as the most valuable thing to our existence.
I'm gay for Camus.

Oh geez, I suppose we are all lonely.

something just seems wrong about this, why did we evolve to be this way?

Life is what it is.

All I can say is that in every cynic is a hopeless romantic.

BPHBSI

Brutal.
Punishment.
Horror.
Begging.
Suffering.
Invisible.

Invisible; some lost dream.
Suffering; dreams.
Begging; hoping for a dream come true.
Horror; dreams come true.
Punishment; living the dream.
Brutal; dying for one.

sometimes life is only the invisible, then i am punished by my mistake.
I was horrified by the realization that it was all an illusion.
I have begged for meaning, but I suffered the conclusion.
I suffer from these dreams of the past, some lost figment.

What is brutal is the death of love.
Punishment for believing in an alternative to
the horror of emptiness.
I have begged for some resolution,
only to suffer in silence.
I realize that what i love is invisible.

Diamond Mountain, destroyer
of prized adornment,
Diamond Mountain, blinding
beauty of might, the destroyer
of adornment and worth.

Ocean of Gold, ever enduring
brilliance, swallows the riches of
the shallow.
Ocean of Gold, infinite
brilliance, swallow the vessel
of Caste, Greed and Pride.