BPHBSI

Brutal.
Punishment.
Horror.
Begging.
Suffering.
Invisible.

Invisible; some lost dream.
Suffering; dreams.
Begging; hoping for a dream come true.
Horror; dreams come true.
Punishment; living the dream.
Brutal; dying for one.

sometimes life is only the invisible, then i am punished by my mistake.
I was horrified by the realization that it was all an illusion.
I have begged for meaning, but I suffered the conclusion.
I suffer from these dreams of the past, some lost figment.

What is brutal is the death of love.
Punishment for believing in an alternative to
the horror of emptiness.
I have begged for some resolution,
only to suffer in silence.
I realize that what i love is invisible.